Thursday, August 30, 2012


helllloooo, bloggiiee...
I'm so random now.. don't know what to do...
They said I'll start college by next Monday.. Still not ready yet..
It feels just like yesterday when I finished my tests and had my holiday.. and now it has to end.. hukss..
I'm watching one K-drama called SungKyunKwan scandal.. It's episode 18 now.. going to end soon.. curious with the ending.. Should finish it by this Saturday.. haha..

okay, so I'm attending my best fella's mommy's birthday party tomorrow.. Her mom rocks, really.. haha..
eotteoke? what to wear? going to search all through my wardrobe after I finish this post.. XD
fortunately it's black.. I suppose to have it, right? LBD is still the best, I think.. :D

well.. I just bought my SGD today.. why does it keep increasing each day? -___-
bought 850 sgd + last year's spare 30 sgd.. Should be enough for 5 days, right?
It's included Big Bang ticket which costs 231 sgd = Rp. 1.765.995
Really one month salary.. I thought I lost my mind when I bought that.. ha!
and I also bought their light stick which costs 25 sgd and and I join Singapore VIP's project, only 3 sgd, but we'll get blue light stick and a banner.. so I basically spend around 2 million for Big Bang.. hahaha..
quite a waste for the light stick, actually.. but... it's only once in a lifetime, so I think it's okay, right? haha

nice, right? XD

so I'll have 600 sgd to spend there.. shouldn't spend it all.. *pray*
maybe.... I need to ask my long-lost bf to pay for my food there? :p
just kidding, I'm not that bad.. but if he's willing to pay also okay.. ha.ha.ha.. *bleeqq*

btw, good luck with your slides.. seems like you're really busy right now,eh?
don't forget that you still have one gf waiting here.. XP

well then, gotta get going.. going to sleep after I know what to wear.. hahaha..
Goodnight, bloggie.. :)



Tuesday, August 28, 2012

We Are Never Ever Ever Getting Back Together

Currently in love with this new Taylor's song..
If this song was composed 4 years ago, perhaps this would be my most favorite song..Every word hits me.. LOL!

Enjoy :)



Sunday, August 26, 2012

Back to reality

humm humm.. hey there, bloggie.. Today is the last day of my holiday.. huhuhu..
won't have holiday till next month.. yeeapppp.. it's my own holiday.. A trip to spore to see my oppas, yeobo and chinggu.. a month to go!! *dance*

Well well well.. Today is quite random... Maybe this is the Monday effect.. Still in holiday mood.. hahaha..
But no matter what we still need to go back to reality, right? we need to accept that tomorrow is Monday already and it's time to go to work.. wake up early again.. Fortunately I haven't started my college yet.. Still not ready.. feel so so lazy.. -___-

oh well then.. Will go to bed soon.. Need to fill up my energy for tomorrow..

Have a good and super night, bloggie!!

Hey there, missing you here.. :)



Saturday, August 25, 2012

Let go~

hmm.. heyya, bloggiee.. I had a sweet sour day today.
I got to see Ethan and brought him home today.. even though it was only for few hours.. but it's still worth it.. I really miss him so much.. He's healthy now.. His new owner loves him too..
But it still hurts me a lot whenever I see him and I have to accept the truth that he's not mine anymore..
okay, for new readers or anyone that passes by and read my blog, Ethan is my cute little dog which had been given to others.. hehe
I know that I have to let go.. I think this is the best for him and us.. He is healthy and he gets enough attention.. yeaahh.. Even I had to cry a lot and stopped talking to my parents for a while.. but by doing that won't change anything, right?
Some things can't be forced, if we need to let go, even if it hurts, but if it gives happiness at last, I think it's best to let go..
Just like some people in our life.. They come and go.. some will leave good memories, but some won't..
Some we need to let go and some we need to keep..
I've ever had this kind of situation, when I thought that I couldn't live without that person and I had to bear being hurt soooo many times by giving that person so many chances.. why should you stay if you are hurt, right?
So, it's a relief when I could finally get rid of that person totally and guess what? It's like tons of burdens being thrown away.. hah!
oh wait.. why do I bring up this topic suddenly? Need to blame my friend who bbm-ed me and asked my opinions about how to forget his ex.. He's struggling hard now, I think.. haha.. yeah2.. time heals.. as the time flows, I believe you'll forget her soon.. :)

Uurrmm.. I suppose to be watching Bourne Legacy in half an hour, they've bought my ticket.. But because my mom doesn't allow me to go, then I have to stay home tonight.. :'(
I know it's super late.. It's 23.50 pm movie, but it's satnite, mom.. :(

Oh well.. should've ended this post before it goes more random..

Have a good night, everyone!!
and for someone, good luck for your interview and presentation!! *hugsandkisses*



The long awaited post

hai2 again.. sorry for the postponed post.. a lot of obstacles to obtain the pics.. haha..
okayy.. where should I start?
Errmm.. We agreed to gather at 6 am in the morning, but yeahhh, we departed at 7.30 at last... always late.. haha.. Took a pic before we departed there..

In front of Michaela's house :D

We arrived there around 10 and then we stopped by "Tebu Manis" to have our breakfast.. Since we were all hungry.. haha




The Girls XD
The Boys XP
Then we continued to Lumbini, explored everything there.. Crossed the bridge, climbed the super long stairs.. Wilson said it's the stairs to Kung Fu Panda Temple.. LOL!
ran out of breath.. hahaha..

5 F + 1 M

Gold gold gold

don't get jealous :p
Sweet couple XD

The 'mighty' stairs 
The Monks XD
We are brothers
powerpuff girls XD
first step

second step

third step
okayyy.. then we went to Mikie Holiday, had lunch there, played some stuffs there, screamed a lot.. XD
selca madness


Jungle Resto

Still Jungle Resto



Still Volcano XD

Last pic at Mikie
well.. thanks to Eric that we could have this trip.. Let's have fun again next year.. hehe
Btw, long last with Michaela.. She's such a nice girl.. And I didn't know you're such a romantic guy also.. Love your couple rings.. Nice one!! :p



Thursday, August 23, 2012


hello, bloggie.. today is the most unproductive day in my life.. woke up at 11, took bath, had brunch, watched TV for a while, played games, took two hours nap *after I had ten hours sleep*, had dinner, and now I'm onlining while waiting for my photos.. -___-
yeaapp.. I'm waiting for Wikong to send our pics from yesterday trip..

Oyeeaahh.. And I'm seriously gonna save money for one G-note.. I've been aiming for one Android.. nyehehe..

errrmm.. Okay, then.. gonna post the pics once I receive them and gonna share some fun about our trip.. :D

see you on my next post real soon.. :D



Wednesday, August 22, 2012

Super Blue

oh well, hey again, bloggie.. Exactly 12 am here and it means another six hours to my trip with my fellas.. excited? yepp.. quite, you can say.. hehe
hmmppff.. just got home one hour ago from karaoke.. two hours of shouting by spending 30k, quite worth it, I think.. haha..

so.... it's me again, feeling super blue.. wondering where have you been this whole day.. -___-
dying here, babe.. :(
okay then.. not much to say.. gonna hit the sack and have some sweet dreams.. recharge energy for tomorrow.. Gonna make myself happy, right? :)



Monday, August 20, 2012

Why always me?

hey again, bloggie.. just arrived home from my vacation.. had a nice trip..
but i hate the fact that i have to end it this fast.. tiring yet fun.. :D
hmm.. so, bloggie.. I'm really not in a mood right now.. my mom really knows how to step and crush my mood into pieces.. there's no time for me to enjoy and remember the feeling of this good mood, huh?
guess what? She lost her cardigan and yes she blamed me because I'm the last person that wore it.. I just don't wanna talk to her tonight.. whatever.. I'm just tired of everything.. None of the things I do is right..
I don't find the will to stay at home during holiday.. So don't blame me if I go out and arrive home late every night.. I'm just tired being nice..



Friday, August 17, 2012

The very first day

hey again, readerss... back with me again here... so today is the very first day of my holidays.. spent it not so wisely, you could say.. haha.. woke up at 12, watched dvd and had my late brunch, went to salon for a while, watched RM, blah blah blah.. -___-
I'm going to Prapat tomorrow.. for several days.. eerrmm.. I haven't packed anything until this second..
suddenly feels lazy to go.. huhuhu..

well, I broke my record yesterday, bloggiee.. I got home at 1.. I knew it's too late.. I watched The Expendables 2 yesterday with 3 of them.. Laugh a lot.. huahaha..
okay, yesterday was my first movie without you as my companion.. huks.. kind of missing you.. :'(
It just feels weird that I have to go back to my 'routine hang out' schedule after all of those times.. but I still enjoy it, though..
It sucks, you know, this whole long distance relationship things.. -___-
I'm just dying to see you.. :(
Even I try to keep myself busy, but not even a second you left my head.. what should i do? T.T

*deepbigsigh* okay, gonna end this soon.. gonna pack my things first.. see ya in few days, maybe?



Wednesday, August 15, 2012


halo kembali, bloggie.. Maafkan jika akhir2 ni saya selalu muncul di reading list kalian.. maklumilah anak kuliahan yang kuker ini yang sedang menikmati masa2 liburannya.. ㅋㅋㅋ

nah, mood gw hari ni lg super baik.. wae? soalnya besok hari terakhir kerja dalam minggu ini.. hahayyy!! *joged sambil kibas2 pom2* trus pastinya semua umat makhluk di Indonesia pada nungguin liburan panjang tuu.. trus ni ya.. gw bakalan kunjungin Tanah orang Karo di Parapat.. lumayan, ngabisin 3 hari dari liburan yang lumayan panjang.. hahaha..

truss.. puji Tuhan uang arisan gw cair.. ya.. emang ga banyak sih.. tp kalo ga cair, g jadi ngeBig Bang.. entar g jadi liat Oppa2 cakep.. sedih pisan dong.. XD
hbs dicairin ni, ud mau siap2 habis lagi tu duit.. bayar uang tiket, beli dolar singapurr, traktir emak gw makanan Jepang.. beneran lo.. emak gw requestnya gitu.. nusuk lagi.. "Jo, entar ud cair uang arisan lu, traktir w makan sushi ya, lu ud setahun kerja g perna traktir w makan e"... kalo dipikir2, durhaka juga gw jadi anak.. wkwk.. tp apa daya.. duit gw habis mulu.. -___-

udahan la ya.. bsk2 gw post lagi.. balik pake inggris..  :p



Tuesday, August 14, 2012

Tiga dan setengah

halo, bloggie.. Hari ini hari Selasa.. berarti beberapa hari lagi tujuh belasan.. trus ditambah a week off gr2 Idul Fitri.. Trima kasih buat bulan yg ngorbitin bumi jadinya Idul Fitri deket sama tujuh belasan..  hahaha..
uda, cukup dengan basa basi g jelasnya.. oya, yang baca pasti pada heran ya knpa kok bahasanya berubah gitu ya.. maklum, barusan siap baca blog galau dari temen gw dan hasilnya terinspirasi buat post pake bahasa ibu juga.. bener lo, lebih gampang ketiknya.. secara ga usah mikirin vocab, tenses segala macam.. XD

okhhayyy.. apa tema post kali ni?? tiga dan setengah.. apa itu? nah, itu tu umur anak anjing gw kayaknya.. :p
bukan.. tu umur gw dimana status gw bukan sebagai seorang jomblo.. untuk menegaskan, itu tiga setengah taon lo, bukan tiga setengah bulan.. XD
meskipun menurut sepupu gw yg super dodol itu, lebi cocok disebut tiga setengah bulan drpada taon.. huahaha.. kalo mao dipikir2, tiga setengah taon lama juga ya.. secara selama setaon ini gw hidupnya 'jablay' trus.. tu laki gw lebi senang belai gitar bassnya drpda cewenya ini.. *semoga yang ini ga kebaca* XD
kadang gw pun heran, kenapa gw betah banget sama elu.. dipelet kali ya?? XP
hmm.. maybe it's just simply because i love you too much? *jgn senyum2 sendiri bacanya* :p
ga banyak sih yg mau gw blg, yg penting elu baek2 aja sm gw.. jgn sering2 buat gw galau, nanti dikirain org gw disiksa sama eluuu.. hahaha..
udahan dulu ya.. jangan protes kalo post gw yang ini jeleq.. bsk2 g mau post lagi baru tau.. huh..  :p

and last, Happy 42nd monthsarry, dear.. :D *hugs*

jadi, readers, maafkan kalo malam ini saya ngepost sesuatu yang random lagi.. mood saya lagi asam manis pahit hari ini.. terima kasih kepada hormon dalam tubuh saya yang buat saya super sensi hari ini.. hehehe..



Monday, August 13, 2012


Hal paling galo yang bs gw lakuin skrg tu duduk depan laptop, mantengin foto2 Brides on 22, iseng2 buka websitenya, nemuin short movie mereka yang temanya galau banget trus tu diperanin sama sepupu jauh gw yg skrg ud mau beranak dua.. dia cocok jadi artis lo.. sumpah.. ganteng gitu.. -___-

trus ni ye.. ceritanya gw lupa isi pulsa dan g bisa sambung BB on lagi... trus bagi laki gw, kalo elu baca post ini, kalo gw msih hidup, berarti msn gw masih online.. kalo ud off berarti cewemu ni suda mimpi entah ke mana2 la ya..

yasuda, kalo misalnya saya ud tidur, goodnight lo ya.. :p

maaf, post ini random sekali.. saya tiba2 galau dan lapar di saat yang tidak tepat.. jadi harap maklum.. haha.. XD



The nice part of this job

Hello again, bloggiiee.. it's me again.. well.. of course it's me.. because this is my blog, who else will log in and post something if it's not me? haha..
okay, I've just finished watching RM 105.. truly hilarious.. Laugh out loud until my stomach hurt.. XD
It's such a freshener in my boring night.. haha
soo.. today I'm going to share about some cutiesss.. They're children that I love so much, even they're not my students.. haha..
I'll let you peek their pics.. XP

Samuel Chaiwinsky aka Sammy

This one is actually Ms. Nely's son.. She is our most senior teacher.. haha.. and she sure has a super cute kids.. Sammy is the first one and Lewis is the second one.. I don't have Lewis' pic here, but he is as cute as Sam too.. haha.. Sam is around 4 years old and Lewis is around 3 years old.. Those two siblings are too cute to be true.. They can play and tease each other.. Sam is really good at talking and his voice is as cute as hell.. XD


Then this one is Pandro De Naro.. The most handsome kid in my eyes.. He is the one that will hug and kiss you even without your asking.. haha.. He's the most favourite kid among teachers.. He's smart, polite, handsome, cute.. He's everything.. XD

Me and Karen XD

And the last is the cutest baby I've ever touch and carry.. haha.. Karen... She's so fair skin and she has two round and big eyes, she looks like a doll.. She's like 'piala bergilir' at IEC.. everyone wants to carry her.. haha.. I want one.. the one that cute like Karen.. :p

Maybe some people just hate to be around noisy children.. yes, I have to admit that I hate noisy children, especially if they start to scream and cry, but sometimes they can be cute as hell too and you can't help it but love them..

Yeahh.. being a teacher is hard.. I realize that I become stricter and my voice become louder and louder each day.. -___-
They said it's not good to become teacher for too long, cause it'll be hard for you to find a husband.. haha.. what saying is that? I actually can feel bored, sometimes... but seeing those cute kids sometimes can boost my passion also..
Maybe that's the nice part of becoming a teacher.. You get to see and know a lot of cute students and you'll want one so badly.. *just like me* XD

okay then.. Going to sleep soon.. still wondering where has my hubby gone.. -___-



Sunday, August 12, 2012

Wink wink

hai2, bloggiiee.. Just reached home after a long long day.. spent most of my time waiting today.. the traffic was like hell.. -___-
I went to several places today.. actually planned to take my e-id card, but cancelled because the office didn't open.. the 'keplor' gave wrong info.. -___-
So I just went to eat that the so called famous noodles in my hometown, "Bakmie Hock Seng", as my brunch.. waited for one hour only for a 32k noodles.. one hour.. dissapointing..
Then I went to Thamrin to accompany my aunt to buy jeans at Gio, and bought some tees too.. haha..
because it was raining heavily so we waited half an hour only to get out from the parking lot.. wasting time again.. -___-
Then to Sun to buy BB, her torch was quite troublesome, so she decided to sell it and change it.. then to Medan fair to sell it.. then last one we dropped by Cambridge to have Pepper Lunch.. *sniff* *my hair smells like Wagyu Pepper Rice -__-* it's a long queue, we waited for another 15 mins again.. See.. planned to finish everything around 5 or 6, but we ended up finishing it all by 9.. -___-

yes, I spent most of my time in the car because of the silly traffic, so I played with my aunt's tab, snapped some pics.. seriously love the front camera of G-tab.. wanna have one.. huhuhu..
and this is the best picture for today.. hahaha.. big thanks for the person that invented Eyeliner.. whoever you are, you're such a genius.. wkwk..


owyyeeaahh.. finally I could have a normal dream last night.. okay, normal means the guy that appeared in my dream was not some random guy anymore.. hahaha.. I can say my dream was quite weird, yet sweet.. hahaha.. Boost my mood for the whole day.. whenever I think of it, it will certainly make me blush.. hahaha..

well.. gonna go offline noww... tomorrow have to go back to work.. gonna work diligently for four days and then hello long holiday.. :D


Blushy Jowi ;)

Saturday, August 11, 2012

The good me

Hello blllooogggiieee.. it's a rare opportunity to see me sitting in my room, watching DVDs and onlining... haha.. yes.. I usually go out with my fellas every Satnite, but not today.. I don't know why, but I'm just not in the mood.. pluss.. I don't have money anymore.. haha.. :p

So, it's been a long day today.. Woke up early in the morning, went to work, taught my girls.. owyeaahh.. it's super hard because one of them started to be super spoiled and cried.. freak the hell out of me.. -__-
now I understand it's damn hard to be parents, especially if you have more than one child, like this one.. You have to be super fair and it's super hard to do.. They're like trying to grab your attention and competing each other.. I would love to have daughters like them, they're cute, but not with that kind of age gap.. hahaha..

so, back to topic.. I had a super duper weirdo dream again last night.. It's weird to have someone else hugging you in your dream.. if it's not you, i just feel so damn NOT right.. even in my dream, i feel guilty to the max and kept thinking that "what the hell is happening?" -___-
I woke up with a super bad mood and I was like "where's my honey? *panicmode*" and I realized that it was only 3 in the morning, so I went back to sleep and fortunately I didn't dream of anything weird anymore..

heyyy.. it's almost 9 here and I haven't got my dinner yet.. actually I've just finished taking my bath.. I know it's pretty late.. and I realized that I'm too lazy today *Father, forgive me* -___-
I threw up everything that I ate for my late lunch.. :&
I think I know why.. I had my lunch around 4, I was damn hungry and I have been sitting one meter in front of the television for three hours, on the floor.. so welcome the wind to my stomach and hello gastric and voila! I threw up! Ha!
and I have this dizziness and a lil' bit of blurry vision.. seriously.. I think I'm gonna make a new pair of glasses..

oh.. what a day!



Friday, August 10, 2012


okay, bloggie.. I won't say today is a good day.. I felt bad from the moment I opened my eyes this morning..
had a weird and bad dream.. I dreamed that I cheated on my bf.. *I think I must be crazy* felt panic when I woke up.. seriously.. ruined my mood whole day.. -___-

and then I had sudden sub for morning class, which made me taught 8, 10, 2 and 4 classes.. Hectic!! Plus I broke my correction pen.. *brokemyheart* *sob*
And I got news that the rest of my scores had come out so I went and took a look to UMI.. satisfied? no.. dissatisfied? no.. I know I should be thankful that my GPA is still above 3 because I didn't study hard enough, but I expect more, actually.. *sigh*
Mixed feelings.. -___-

And just know I had just finished counting my scores and I was getting ready to take a bath when I suddenly got a phone call from Edwin Yang.. guess what? asking me to go out with Michael and Apek.. and they were in front of my house at the moment.. They are crazy.. hahaha.. I know they're nearby my place, that's why they phoned me and asked me out, right? I don't think they see me as a girl.. hahaha.. *it's a sad truth*

so here I am.. just finished browsing worksheets for my girls tomorrow.. sitting and playing Sims Social, waiting BBM messages from my hubbie.. *where on earth is he??* life's quite boring recently, huh?
welll... will update ya'all later.. eerrr.. maybe tomorrow? :D



Thursday, August 9, 2012


helloowww, bloggie.... I've just arrived home and finished taking bath.. it's a long long day.. had a good chat actually.. reminiscing the past.. hahaha.. miss the old times...
Went to M-Box too.. aiming for Big Bang's songs, but it's not really complete there.. I have some VIP friends.. Thanks to me that Wilson now can rap TOP's part in Monster song.. (I introduced that song to him) XD
And I found out that Eric is a big fan of SNSD.. Ha! boys will always be boys.. XD

oooyeahh, I'll post some pics later if Edwin has posted them to twitter.. ;) *I hope I remember* XD

See, so I have some 'cadok' as friend and when they meet and chat, it's just like foreign language coming out from their mouth.. haha.. Seems like they enjoy their study, huh? maybe because they love the subject.. They have their own goal in life, to be a doctor of course... well.. while me?? haha.. i don't even think of being an accountant.. really learnt nothing.. I think I better learn cooking and making cakes from my mom.. free and useful for my future.. huahahaha.. hopeless, beibbehh.. -___-
I wish someday I could find an answer to my prayersss.. not being left unanswered like this.. hahaha..

Okay, hopefully nobody ask me to go out again tomorrow night, cause I'm really broke this month.. It left Rp 35.489 in my bank account *nangisdarahliatangkanya* :'( and it's only 9th of august and it means still 20 days to payday.. and i will have 10 days holiday for this month.. which means i will spend more money during holiday *larijualdiri* T__T

I should learn how to maintain my expenses.. *Father, heleepp mee!!* :(



Wednesday, August 8, 2012

Wake up

I felt so lazy today.. even typing every single word here is also lazy.. and I'm currently not in a good mood.. why? because I'm such a selfish person that find it hard to share things with others.. It's not I'm stingy, but if you're using it for a better reason, I still can understand.. but thiss? Play Dota and Minecraft all the time and download shitty games which makes my laptop slower and buffers stupid videos which makes the internet slower.. Pluss.. You're having your CHEMISTRY test tomorrow and you don't even touch your book.. Are you that smart already haaa??!! can't u wake up? You're in the first year of senior high school and yet you act like primary student.. Didn't u realize that u got rank 840 out of 850 students in your school? It's not that I hate you so I complain everything here, it's just I care about you.. But u seem to refuse the care that I gave to you.. yeah yeah.. whatever.. It's not my fault that u can be like this.. I don't say that it's mom's fault too.. But it's true that she spoiled you tooooo much that u turned into this.. U're 15 already.. U should've thought about your future.....

Oh well.. talking about age.. just realized that this is the last 'teen' year for me cause next year 'teen' will be changed into 'ty' already.. haha..
Spending 6 years of teenager year with lots of memories.. First love, brokenhearted, betrayal, friendship, jealousy, etc.. Thanks for the one that ever broke my heart.. Eventhough 4 years has passed, I still couldn't find a way for my heart to welcome you back as a friend.. and for people around me, please stop wasting your energy trying to get me to talk to him.. it would only happen if the world ended.. nyahaha.. and please stop telling me things about him.. Like I care?? And actually I hate the fact that he's close to my aunt.. Can't he just shoo2 and go away? -___-
okay, whatever..
Thanks God I've found another one who is much much better and worth to love.. :p

And yes this is another random night for me.. :(

Hey, by the wayyy, where's my hubby?? -___-
He's like a ninja, disappearing and appearing whenever he wants.. hahaha.. :p

okayyy.. gonna post another thing tomorrow..
Please don't feel bored with my blog, readerss..
stay tune.. XD



Tuesday, August 7, 2012


ok.. well.. went to check score for some of my subjects.. guess what?? Not really bad for I didn't study anything.. haha.. but results for the important subjects haven't come out yet.. I think I still need to wait longer.. soo.. I got A for English and Religion, and B+ for Civics and another B for International Business.. Ha! Didn't hope much for my International Business.. still remembered when I did the mid-test, it was the day I lost Ethan.. I copied every single word that Wenny wrote.. Thank God I still got B!! hahaha! XD
so.. maybe you can say I'm relieved a little bit.. Still nervous while waiting for other subjects though..

hmm.. I had a short chat with this old fella last night.. The 'unreachable' one *according to my boyfie* *are you jealous, dear?* :p
He's still the same old him.. Still disconnected *tulalit* hahaha
but  actually he's nice to talk to.. And I wonder which part of Earth does he live in.. He doesn't even know Big Bang *for God's sake* and he asked me what does LDR mean.. -___-
see.. he is as tulalit as always.. XD
soo.. what's so special about him until lotsssss of girls fell for him long time ago?
and why did i post something like this? *Mr.Davny is going to chop my head* XD
okayyy, better stop my fingers from typing and better go and tell my boyfie that i love him so muchh.. *this is super random* XD


The moody Jowi ;)

Missing you like crazy

just finished watching King 2 Hearts yesterday.. satisfied with the ending.. love the songs.. this is my favourite.. :)

Enjoy it..:)



Monday, August 6, 2012

see you

heyya bloggie.. it's me sitting here waiting for mommy to come back.. *waiting for my super late brunch actually* haha
oh well.. i received quite shocking news within this week.. and it's sad news.. first, my friend's mom passed away.. she's my college friend, even i'm not that close to her, but still i send my deepest condolences to her.. :(
couldn't imagine if i have to lose my mom this early.. yeahh.. i know i complained a lot about her, but still it's just because i love her that much, isn't it? haha..
and the other news is more shocking.. it's my college friend who passed away this morning.. because of gastric.. shocked to the max.. :O
pity her.. :(
what about the people that being left? :( :(

i think i'm just gonna die if i lose someone who's important in my life..
how can life goes on with such memories?

okay, enough with the sad news.. recently i'm watching this King 2 hearts drama..
This drama is such a serious drama.. but i just love the flow of the story.. and i seriously in love with Lee Seung Gi.. He's such a charming king who loves and cares about his queen.. haha..
even though there are lots of tears in this movie.. but i just enjoy it.. super curious with the ending..

soo... i've been missing you a looottttt lately.. can't i just skip the time to 27 September and freeze the time when i'm there??XD
I wonder why can a person love another person that much.. do you love me that much? =p
and do you miss me that much like i miss you? *answer it in your heart* blleqq

well.. so i'm just gonna wait patiently till the day comes and let's us have lots of fun..
yes, gonna pay my debts plus the interests.. :p

see you reallllyy soon.. *hugs


Jowi ;)

Wednesday, August 1, 2012

Hello, I Told You I Wanna Die

okay, so I'm currently in love with two of these Huh Gak's songs..
The MVs are continuation.. so.. it's like watching a short movie and try to listen this when you're feeling blue.. I'll guarantee you'll cry buckets.. ha! :p

Don't you wanna stay?

Selamat bergalau ria :)




hello again, bloggiee!!
it's a good day today, i should say.. hehehe..
well, had a great night with my hubby.. but still i'm feeling super blue right now.. eerrmmm.. and this 2AM's songs are playing now and i honestly tell you that they sound sadder than usual and it's worsening meee.. ha!
okay, shouldn't feel sad actually.. it's like the third time already and i suppose to bear with it, don't I? :')

so well.. just gonna post some picss.. :)

I think I really need an album :p
safe.flight.dear <3


Jowi :)