life's a joke

hey you, people.. Long time no see.. merry christmas.. sorry if it's a lil' bit late..
forgive me for being so busy with myself..
I had the greatest christmas present so far, my dear..
I know you love me that much that you had to give me that present.. haha.. XD
well, okay.. we broke up..
Don't worry.. I'm not fine.. ha.ha.ha..
first week is really tough, man..
I still find myself crying to sleep and wake up crying..
no appetite, people.. seriously.. Even you're served with the most delicious food in the world, you won't feel hungry..
When I'm left alone, I would think of some crazy and random stuffs in my head..
Especially when the night comes, the emptiness and loneliness kills.. ha.ha.ha.
I know it would happen, but I just don't think it would be that fast.. haha..
Okay, truth be told, my heart is still doing the things that I shouldn't be doing..
yes, waiting.. haha..
no worry, I'm trying to let go, my dear.. but maybe not that fast.. still need some time..;)

Well, enough with the random post.. I'll come back when I'm feeling better.. :)

Regards,

Jowi

Really

because I love you, tears fall

because my heart hurts, tears fall again

Watch this "Nice Guy", people

Superb great drama :)

He's my favorite actor.. Super handsome.. How can he be so handsome???

PS : where can I find a nice guy like Kang Ma Roo?

Burdened

hello, bloggie.. it's been a while.. sorry for abandoning you like this.. haha..
been busy with my life..
well.. let's see.. where to start? what did i miss?
nothing big happened actually.. it's just me still struggling with the same problem that seems like no ending to it..
I still couldn't find the answer for myself..
I have been hearing lots of advices, but I don't even know how to start..
Yes, I know I'm stupid.. to hold on like this.. I know I've been taken for granted.. but... what can I do?

Anyway, I don't think my problem is hard enough compares to my friend that had just lost her boyfriend..
yeap.. Lost doesn't mean that they broke up.. noo.. he passed away.. :'(
Feel sorry for her..
How does it feel like to lose someone that you love so much in an unexpected way?
Life is really a joke, huh?

well.. not really in the mood today.. I'll find some time and post again later.. :)

Regards,

Jowi