I'm bringing you good news, people.. I'm going to Jakarta to see my GD, beibeehhh!! wohooo!!
I'm so so so so excited.... two months to go, but I need to pass my Mid Test first.. keke..
Okay, let's start with another random story..
So, once upon a time.. Suddenly I got BBM from my college's classmate..
We rarely talk to each other except if it's about college stuff, but yeah, we went out together recently and maybe that brought us closer.. haha..
So, she asked me a quite shocking question, and from that question, we end up talking about lots of things and we found out that we have a lot of things in common.. In our relationships with boys, I mean.. keke..
FYI, she asked me about how to forget someone you used to love.. So she told me that she had just broke up with her bf and you know what, her bf has that *sshole attitude that is similar to you-know-who (read : my first ex).. lol..
Seems like she experienced almost the same things that I had experienced, the fightings, the tears, the bad words, the backstreet part, the asshole and shitty part..wkwkwk..
But girl, why are you still madly in love with him?
I know the feeling of 'I can't live without him', that kind of feeling.. The feeling where you think that your world would end if you broke up.. but.. u see me now.. I'm still alive, healthily and happily.. haha..
I don't know how to console people, me, myself still need to be consoled.. ha.ha.ha..
I know you will not read my post, but my advice is, if it hurts you, then let go..
That kind of guy doesn't deserve your tears.. Don't be a fool, for myself had ever been a fool and still a fool, I think.. haha..
I can't blame you because you made up with him again just now.. From your chats, I can tell that you still love him so much.. I never expect that side from you... You're usually super quiet and cool in the class.. haha..
Love has really turned us into fools.. LOL
You're very pretty, smart and very valuable.. Find a guy that can see the value in yourself.. I believe a lot of guys will be queueing for you if you open your heart.. XD
Cheer up, girl!! I'll be here to listen.. and keep praying.. God has answered your prayer once, He'll answer it also this time.. :)
Regards,
Jowi
