What if?

okay, bloggie.. i had a bad day today..
super bad and unlucky day..
first, there are lots of new applicants today and i think that they're going to take over my classes which means, i will not have extra hours anymore..
okay, nevermind, not really big deal actually..
the worst part of today is when i was about to go home, i had car accident..
yes, no worry, i'm okay.. only the car is a little bit flattened on the in front part..
pissed off,of course.. but somehow i'm still thankful that nothing happened to the passengers...
Fortunately my driver slow down a little bit because the public transport drove like hell and it's really fast.
if we were fast also, probably it would be a tragic accident, and maybe u guys would see me on the newspaper..-____-
i had small heart attack just now..
i thought that i was about to die because the crash was quite hard..
and this issue made me think, what if i died just now? or what if i was dying now in the hospital?
how would other people react about that?
we really couldn't predict what will happen to us even for the next second..
i really could've died just now.. it was a short and quick accident, but still, my heart stopped for seconds..
so, people, stop complaining about your life and start thanking God that u still can breath until today.. *saying this to myself*

Regards,

Jowi