memories

i've just finished 3 sad movies recently.. i specially asked my friend to give me sad movies, so i can cry.. haha..
it sucks to be in a swing mood that you don't know actually what u want to do..
so, yeah, it's me here typing this post with headset plug into my ears.. haha..

anyway, this last movie that i've just watched inspired me..
yeap, memories.
"we forget the things we want to remember, but we remember the things we want to forget"
yes, i believe every one of us is trying to forget every bad memories that had ever happened in our lives..
but some memories just won't fade away that easily..
truth be told, until now i'm still moving on with the past i've ever had..
try to forgive but the heart just won't let it..
i don't want to hold grudge against somebody but it's just anything that connected to that person just will ruin your mood..
that heartache still exist, somehow.. it's not that i'm not moving on.. i have moved on.. totally..
just.... hate.... that feeling always shows up...

yeahhh.. i've found my heartache medicine anywayy...
it's true that to cure a heartbreak is to find a new love..
i'm the type that fall in love easily, but once i've fallen into you, u'll find me deeply, madly and loyally in love with you..
so, please.. don't be in love with someone else..
losing you means killing me..
u will keep loving me for the rest of your life, won't u? ;)

yeapp.. sorry for the long random post..
i don't even know why do I talk about this topic.. haha..
maybe because i'm too bored, huh?
got no one to talk to, so i just can spill it out to my blog.. XD

Regards,

Jowi