Wink wink

hai2, bloggiiee.. Just reached home after a long long day.. spent most of my time waiting today.. the traffic was like hell.. -___-
I went to several places today.. actually planned to take my e-id card, but cancelled because the office didn't open.. the 'keplor' gave wrong info.. -___-
So I just went to eat that the so called famous noodles in my hometown, "Bakmie Hock Seng", as my brunch.. waited for one hour only for a 32k noodles.. one hour.. dissapointing..
Then I went to Thamrin to accompany my aunt to buy jeans at Gio, and bought some tees too.. haha..
because it was raining heavily so we waited half an hour only to get out from the parking lot.. wasting time again.. -___-
Then to Sun to buy BB, her torch was quite troublesome, so she decided to sell it and change it.. then to Medan fair to sell it.. then last one we dropped by Cambridge to have Pepper Lunch.. *sniff* *my hair smells like Wagyu Pepper Rice -__-* it's a long queue, we waited for another 15 mins again.. See.. planned to finish everything around 5 or 6, but we ended up finishing it all by 9.. -___-

yes, I spent most of my time in the car because of the silly traffic, so I played with my aunt's tab, snapped some pics.. seriously love the front camera of G-tab.. wanna have one.. huhuhu..
and this is the best picture for today.. hahaha.. big thanks for the person that invented Eyeliner.. whoever you are, you're such a genius.. wkwk..

;)

owyyeeaahh.. finally I could have a normal dream last night.. okay, normal means the guy that appeared in my dream was not some random guy anymore.. hahaha.. I can say my dream was quite weird, yet sweet.. hahaha.. Boost my mood for the whole day.. whenever I think of it, it will certainly make me blush.. hahaha..

well.. gonna go offline noww... tomorrow have to go back to work.. gonna work diligently for four days and then hello long holiday.. :D

Regards,

Blushy Jowi ;)

The good me

Hello blllooogggiieee.. it's a rare opportunity to see me sitting in my room, watching DVDs and onlining... haha.. yes.. I usually go out with my fellas every Satnite, but not today.. I don't know why, but I'm just not in the mood.. pluss.. I don't have money anymore.. haha.. :p

So, it's been a long day today.. Woke up early in the morning, went to work, taught my girls.. owyeaahh.. it's super hard because one of them started to be super spoiled and cried.. freak the hell out of me.. -__-
now I understand it's damn hard to be parents, especially if you have more than one child, like this one.. You have to be super fair and it's super hard to do.. They're like trying to grab your attention and competing each other.. I would love to have daughters like them, they're cute, but not with that kind of age gap.. hahaha..

so, back to topic.. I had a super duper weirdo dream again last night.. It's weird to have someone else hugging you in your dream.. if it's not you, i just feel so damn NOT right.. even in my dream, i feel guilty to the max and kept thinking that "what the hell is happening?" -___-
I woke up with a super bad mood and I was like "where's my honey? *panicmode*" and I realized that it was only 3 in the morning, so I went back to sleep and fortunately I didn't dream of anything weird anymore..

heyyy.. it's almost 9 here and I haven't got my dinner yet.. actually I've just finished taking my bath.. I know it's pretty late.. and I realized that I'm too lazy today *Father, forgive me* -___-
I threw up everything that I ate for my late lunch.. :&
I think I know why.. I had my lunch around 4, I was damn hungry and I have been sitting one meter in front of the television for three hours, on the floor.. so welcome the wind to my stomach and hello gastric and voila! I threw up! Ha!
and I have this dizziness and a lil' bit of blurry vision.. seriously.. I think I'm gonna make a new pair of glasses..

oh.. what a day!

Regards,

Jowi

Satisfied?

okay, bloggie.. I won't say today is a good day.. I felt bad from the moment I opened my eyes this morning..
had a weird and bad dream.. I dreamed that I cheated on my bf.. *I think I must be crazy* felt panic when I woke up.. seriously.. ruined my mood whole day.. -___-

and then I had sudden sub for morning class, which made me taught 8, 10, 2 and 4 classes.. Hectic!! Plus I broke my correction pen.. *brokemyheart* *sob*
And I got news that the rest of my scores had come out so I went and took a look to UMI.. satisfied? no.. dissatisfied? no.. I know I should be thankful that my GPA is still above 3 because I didn't study hard enough, but I expect more, actually.. *sigh*
Mixed feelings.. -___-

And just know I had just finished counting my scores and I was getting ready to take a bath when I suddenly got a phone call from Edwin Yang.. guess what? asking me to go out with Michael and Apek.. and they were in front of my house at the moment.. They are crazy.. hahaha.. I know they're nearby my place, that's why they phoned me and asked me out, right? I don't think they see me as a girl.. hahaha.. *it's a sad truth*

so here I am.. just finished browsing worksheets for my girls tomorrow.. sitting and playing Sims Social, waiting BBM messages from my hubbie.. *where on earth is he??* life's quite boring recently, huh?
welll... will update ya'all later.. eerrr.. maybe tomorrow? :D

Regards,

Jowi

Reunion??

helloowww, bloggie.... I've just arrived home and finished taking bath.. it's a long long day.. had a good chat actually.. reminiscing the past.. hahaha.. miss the old times...
Went to M-Box too.. aiming for Big Bang's songs, but it's not really complete there.. I have some VIP friends.. Thanks to me that Wilson now can rap TOP's part in Monster song.. (I introduced that song to him) XD
And I found out that Eric is a big fan of SNSD.. Ha! boys will always be boys.. XD

oooyeahh, I'll post some pics later if Edwin has posted them to twitter.. ;) *I hope I remember* XD

See, so I have some 'cadok' as friend and when they meet and chat, it's just like foreign language coming out from their mouth.. haha.. Seems like they enjoy their study, huh? maybe because they love the subject.. They have their own goal in life, to be a doctor of course... well.. while me?? haha.. i don't even think of being an accountant.. really learnt nothing.. I think I better learn cooking and making cakes from my mom.. free and useful for my future.. huahahaha.. hopeless, beibbehh.. -___-
I wish someday I could find an answer to my prayersss.. not being left unanswered like this.. hahaha..

Okay, hopefully nobody ask me to go out again tomorrow night, cause I'm really broke this month.. It left Rp 35.489 in my bank account *nangisdarahliatangkanya* :'( and it's only 9th of august and it means still 20 days to payday.. and i will have 10 days holiday for this month.. which means i will spend more money during holiday *larijualdiri* T__T

I should learn how to maintain my expenses.. *Father, heleepp mee!!* :(

Regards,

Jowi

Wake up

I felt so lazy today.. even typing every single word here is also lazy.. and I'm currently not in a good mood.. why? because I'm such a selfish person that find it hard to share things with others.. It's not I'm stingy, but if you're using it for a better reason, I still can understand.. but thiss? Play Dota and Minecraft all the time and download shitty games which makes my laptop slower and buffers stupid videos which makes the internet slower.. Pluss.. You're having your CHEMISTRY test tomorrow and you don't even touch your book.. Are you that smart already haaa??!! can't u wake up? You're in the first year of senior high school and yet you act like primary student.. Didn't u realize that u got rank 840 out of 850 students in your school? It's not that I hate you so I complain everything here, it's just I care about you.. But u seem to refuse the care that I gave to you.. yeah yeah.. whatever.. It's not my fault that u can be like this.. I don't say that it's mom's fault too.. But it's true that she spoiled you tooooo much that u turned into this.. U're 15 already.. U should've thought about your future.....

Oh well.. talking about age.. just realized that this is the last 'teen' year for me cause next year 'teen' will be changed into 'ty' already.. haha..
Spending 6 years of teenager year with lots of memories.. First love, brokenhearted, betrayal, friendship, jealousy, etc.. Thanks for the one that ever broke my heart.. Eventhough 4 years has passed, I still couldn't find a way for my heart to welcome you back as a friend.. and for people around me, please stop wasting your energy trying to get me to talk to him.. it would only happen if the world ended.. nyahaha.. and please stop telling me things about him.. Like I care?? And actually I hate the fact that he's close to my aunt.. Can't he just shoo2 and go away? -___-
okay, whatever..
Thanks God I've found another one who is much much better and worth to love.. :p

And yes this is another random night for me.. :(

Hey, by the wayyy, where's my hubby?? -___-
He's like a ninja, disappearing and appearing whenever he wants.. hahaha.. :p

okayyy.. gonna post another thing tomorrow..
Please don't feel bored with my blog, readerss..
stay tune.. XD

Regards,

Jowi

Mmmm...maybe?

ok.. well.. went to check score for some of my subjects.. guess what?? Not really bad for I didn't study anything.. haha.. but results for the important subjects haven't come out yet.. I think I still need to wait longer.. soo.. I got A for English and Religion, and B+ for Civics and another B for International Business.. Ha! Didn't hope much for my International Business.. still remembered when I did the mid-test, it was the day I lost Ethan.. I copied every single word that Wenny wrote.. Thank God I still got B!! hahaha! XD
so.. maybe you can say I'm relieved a little bit.. Still nervous while waiting for other subjects though..

hmm.. I had a short chat with this old fella last night.. The 'unreachable' one *according to my boyfie* *are you jealous, dear?* :p
He's still the same old him.. Still disconnected *tulalit* hahaha
but  actually he's nice to talk to.. And I wonder which part of Earth does he live in.. He doesn't even know Big Bang *for God's sake* and he asked me what does LDR mean.. -___-
see.. he is as tulalit as always.. XD
soo.. what's so special about him until lotsssss of girls fell for him long time ago?
and why did i post something like this? *Mr.Davny is going to chop my head* XD
okayyy, better stop my fingers from typing and better go and tell my boyfie that i love him so muchh.. *this is super random* XD

Regards,

The moody Jowi ;)

Missing you like crazy

just finished watching King 2 Hearts yesterday.. satisfied with the ending.. love the songs.. this is my favourite.. :)

Enjoy it..:)

Regards,

Jowi